love-like-lava

I want to be your alcohol Burning down your throat Flowing through your system Making you numb and dizzy from just one shot Because that's how strong I am I want to make your head spin from how fast my affection This connection Takes your breath away I'll be your forever drug Your one and only substance that lifts you higher than high Without the added side effects Because there's no crash to the vibe of two hearts beating I'll be your temptation Your elevation Your every day, can't stop, won't stop, sensation That pulls you in and out of cloud nine I'll be your antidote and perception Your everlasting subscription Your one true addiction Th

I'm cutting myself tonight Not with blades blades made of metal, stained with the blood that seeps from my arms But with memories and thoughts I'm carving into my skin Letting every bit of poetry I have left, flow out through my wrists and build up on the floor Until I'm drowning in what makes my heart beat Breathing agony and depression into my lungs Until I just can't breathe and I'm lying lifeless on the ocean floor But I'll be fine, I promise And I'll bandage myself with self loathing, wrapping my soul up tight so it can never escape I'll spread lies about myself, to myself Spread it like a sick disease all over my body Because I'm nothi

Power is poison Poison running through the veins of those who, at some point, were innocent It kills slowly, starting in the mind as something small and benign Perhaps an idea Or a dream Or a simple want to be heard To be seen But it spreads Like sick butter on freshly made toast It eats away, slowly at one's insides Until it consumes them whole like a parasite, black and cold, that aims for the heart And it doesn't kill the body No, it searches for what truly matters It attacks the soul, turning it cold and hard to the world It feeds on the mind, taking away every original thought and idea that once lived and thrived peacefully And it rips

She's not like other girls Born with a silver spoon cradling her tongue Never wanting for anything as she's fed by cooks and loved by maids She was always shown that her pretty porcelin skin signified she was better, higher than the rest Because her long blonde hair and her baby blue eyes made her mommy's little angel But God knows she wasn't Those frills in her dresses were rejected for baseball caps and bb-guns Always scolded by her mother because she'd ruin her lace stockings for baggy jeans and band t-shirts And when she cut her hair short to keep it out of her face, her mother damn near had a heart attack Only worsened by the sight of he

Sometimes, You can be really fucking dull Your sense of humor is so Bleak and lifeless And you always take things so literally So seriously God, sometimes you're so dark And I could stare into you for hours and never find the light in those dreary eyes You can have this pale, depressing outlook on everything sometimes and fuck, it's like you're an eternal pessimist An everlasting downer And I wonder if it'll ever end But then Then you do this thing You smile You smile, and goddamn it's like you flipped on a light-switch I see your eyes light up, revealing those gorgeous hazel orbs Your skin seems almost illuminated, and I can see all the wa

I can see you, with my eyes black as night and my smile reaching my ears I was put here to represent the child-like wonder of this state Waving and welcoming I'm inviting you in to the Happiest Place on earth Or am I I hear the troubles and screams of the innocent I clearly saw the young man, stalked, seized, and shot down like prey, by a predator with no cause I watched as his body hit the ground, watched as his killer was set free, and I kept smiling because that's what I was put here by Disney to do. I'm not inviting you in, with my arms waving frantically Can't you see, can't you tell I'm fucking warning you Don't you realize t

You kept saying, “You’ll be fine." and “I know you’ll move on soon." And it really pissed me off, because You obviously don’t understand how deeply I fell for you Nor did you grasp the sincerity in my words when I said I’ll always love you Always means forever And I meant what I said Even if you don’t anymore

I know my knees are starting to bleed from how long I've been begging And I'm not crying anymore, but that's because there's nothing left in me You've drained the life out of me, little succubus And you're not even trying I remember when I held you in my arms, telling you I'd never leave you; whispering that I loved you endlessly, in this life and the next And you told me that we were destined; written in the stars, you said You said that you loved me too But now the stars are falling down like fire, crashing down on our dreams and hopes that were so strong and stable And you don't know and I want to fix everything but you say it's broken You

I reached for the sun. I wanted to feel her heat, her warmth So up I flew, with wings made of blind optimism and foolishness I wanted so much of what couldn't be given I wanted to fly, holding her heart close to me as I once did I needed more But I pushed much too far The boundaries crossed, could not be reversed Things could never be how they were, never become what they could have I know But my desire could not be quenched The sounds of warnings, screaming for me to not fly further faded the closer I became They were drowned out by the roaring fire that was my eternal longing I could feel the sensation of waxy hope and feather-like realiz